friends.
family.
love.
responsibility.

i dont think im in any position to talk about other people. im repeating the same mistakes. but i feel that because im doing it. i hope other people will not be like me and commit the same mistakes. im trying. i just resolved something that had been in my heart for about a year? came to a conclusion and accepted it. but who knows. things may change. she may become the girl of my dreams. i may decide to woo her again. we're both still young. too many variables to say for sure. only our programmer knows best. whats in store for us.

responsibility for one's actions. every decision made follows a consequence. cause and effect. stuck together. never separated before. like siamese. decide to leave it to someone else to do the dirty job. someone else, maybe a pregnant lady, has to do it. decide to do the dirty job. everyone gets more time for something else. you choose to be with this girl, you accept everything that follows. you decided not to be with the girl. you face the possibility of her rejecting you next time you wanna woo her. i'll take that responsibility. you have all the rights to reject me if i woo you again.

taking up your own responsibility is cool. i like.