my toe nail is fucking coming off. im removing it bit by bit. just abit more. bleeding quite a bit though. feels good..................

tot of a new direction to head on now. tot of being a jack of all trades and knowing enough of everything to hold conversations and awe people. quite cool to have a relationship with a girl where both of you do things to irritate each other but knowing where to draw the line and still love each other. in other words, doing things to spice up the relationship all the time. can you do it? one of the benefits of being a jack of all trades as well. =D

tonnes of things to buy. things like mixing bowls and whisks. wanna try some recipes. but dont have the equipments. i enjoy the luxury of having all the better equipments when doing things. so excited about starting a cafe but others seem nonchalent about it because its something that will happen about 7 years later. maybe we dont share the same dream. maybe.

current plans on hand. help my uncle find a graphics pro with the game. help fh fix his ah gong's company. get my dream done.

the cost of running a cafe is astronomical as well. things are not that easy. i'll work something out.