everything statement i feel like making now, is stopped by the ability to see the other sides of the statement.

Purpose.

all its needed. to do anything.

but i dont want you to feel any hurt or ache. :(

"This is our decision to live fast and die young."

Living by this statement is cool, cause we get to do whatever we want. For example, i skipped school today because i had a lil too much to drink last night and its still living by that statement. Look, should i have decided to still go to school, its still living fast and dying young. First, i didn't go school, i may miss some impt points for the classes, may end up screwing my results, bleak future, end up dying young. Secondly, if i went ahead and go school in my shagged-ed body, i wont be able to concentrate and end up screwing my body up furthur, living fast and dying young.

cool, yo. me ♥ !

you brought colours to my life. :D thanks.

wo ! tonigh is a mind eff night man.. seriously.. been thinking of phrases that doesn't seem to make sense yet makes all the sense in the world. example : healthy dissatisfaction. positive-negative remark.

below will be a list of such remarks that me and dot thought of all night. wo~

- credible doubts
- doubtful credibility
- constructive tools of destruction
- sincere hypocrite
- hypocritical sincerity
- uncomfortably comfortable
- comfortably uncomfortable
- happily sad
- sadly happy
- ordered chaos
- chaotic order
- organized mess
- warring state of peace
- controlled rampage
- reminiscing visions

i think still got a few.. but i cant recall anymore.. wa.. brain cannot take it liao. gonna puke soon. still feeling nauseous for the whole day.. bth liao.. go bathe then sleep le. wan ans.

wooooooo ! just got home from halloween celebration at my new workplace. villa bali. :D currently working as a barman there. :D

it was a fucking creepy start.. with rain and lightning pouring.. then we had to put on an act for mr potato. one of our management team.. in order to make him leave before we can party at our workplace. :D

shiok siol.. :D all the company.. the booze.. and the ambience.. fucking nice..

started of with our first drink. everyone got the same. parfait amour + smth kuku + cranberry.. tastes mild and sweet fringging enjoyable.. until i finished it and ask for my seconds. dammit.

i frigging told the bar maid : "anything you mix la" and i regretted the moment jessica opened her mouth... fuck sial.. hhaahahahaha. she almost got me drunk...

chivas + absolut 100 + glenfidditch + mcallan 12 + baileys mint abit on the rocks. and i finished it in one mouth full. fucking hot.

the night went well all the way and i survived the ordeal (Y). that explains why im blogging now. :D

although its a halloween party, the lead was maven, my senior barman, cause its his last day. then we took turns to toast him. but of course we drank double of whatever we gave him la.. but it was still fucking fierce. cause 14 people toasting him. imagine that. he drank half of it neat. (Y)

i hereby salute him.

he puked but he's still standing and is probably having breakfast with the rest of the gang right now at some macdonalds'.

(Y)

im almost dead now.. im gonna bathe then go sleep alr.

i've been a good boy. at least i da bao breakfast for my mom. although i didn't for my sis.. but at least i da bao for my mom. kk.. i better go bathe and sleep before i start typing gibberish..