since you dont have a tagboard, i'll tell you what i wanna tell you through my own blog. =pp

nothing we do screws up our lives unless it's things that have not been properly thought through before carried out. if we blindly follow our emotions, then of course our lives will be full of wrong decisions and regrets. and thats what i think you've been doing. you give in to your emotions too much. like deciding not to go out with certain someone then changing your mind after a few days. or deciding to go single then having doubts a few days later. i think they are all evidence of you giving into your emotions. and since you know the whole picture best, i believe you can do things that will help the whole situation.

siying told me one thing once, she said, right decisions are usually not the decisions that we like most and usually the ones we dislike. but we should choose it because its better not only for us but for people around us as well.

i dont like making the logically correct decisions all the time as well. im those kind who likes to give in to my emotions alot. and punching assholes or unreasonable customers. but i dont do it because i know it hurts more people than the whole situation called for. you giving in to your emotions and meeting jamie or kerlene and things goes out of hand. you know it. but you dont want to change anything and you are complaining that everything you do is screwing up your life. wake up. stop your own miseries. make the better choice.

i honestly would love to punch unreasonable customers in their faces to wake their big ideas up.

im pretty struggling with my thoughts. i dont know what i should do now. im pretty much caught in a jam.