weee ! back to blogging again. =D

saw this two kids when i was crossing the road today.. the green man was flashing and they ran across the road. the lil boy told the girl " yay. im faster than you.. im faster than anyone in the world"

this statement blew my mind. it reminded me how innocent kids can be because they haven't seen much of this world. how minute they are, how ugly people can get and how dumbs adults can be.

then i read this personal message that my classmate had on his msn, " Sometimes I just wish I could forget everyone and everything that I've been in contact with. Life is so much simpler that way ". it got me thinking. would it really be better if life is that simple and you forget everyone and everything you've been through? my conclusion is no. i will be so insecure if i forget everything i know now. i will be so upset if i forget everyone that i met now. because i will just be so lonely and gullible and naive and innocent. all of which i cannot live with. its just me. i cannot live alone or live knowing that there are things going on under my nose and i got no idea of it.

i want to play. i want to play games that i already know how to play and is pretty good at it. at least i wont have to just keep losing. i want to try things thats i've been thinking of for some time now. things like new stunts in bball matches, roller blading, sprint rowing and ultimately, my "dream".

i thirst for fun....................