sometimes life is just so simple..

if someone is stronger than you, you just get stronger and win him !

if someone is faster than you, you just get faster and win him !

if someone is more charming than you, you just be more charming than him !

if someone can draw better than you, you draw better than him !

everything can be done if you just take time out to practice it.

it all boils down to how much you want it.

never liked the feeling of not knowing something.

knowing too much makes us care about more things.

this makes decisions harder to be made.

thinking too much over a decision equates to mental exhaustion.

not only mental exhaustion but also not deriving any answers.

not having any answers means there's no point in thinking so much.

hence, we should not think so much over any decisions made.

if we think that this decision is the best at that point in time,

we should just stick to it and should never regret

because it was the best decision at that point in time.

sacrificing something to gain something.

in order to gain something,

some things have to be sacrificed.

only question here is, can you afford to sacrifice it?

another question will be, is that something worth the sacrifice?

some people, due to certain beliefs, do not gamble.

but fact is, everyone is gambling with every decision made.

with every decision made, we dont know what the outcome will be like.

we never know what effects it will bring.

hence, gambling.

no point in thinking so much. just live and enjoy the present.

not sure if anything makes sense.

but whatever.

=D

i got things to do. but im facing some problems. so cant continue with doing em. so i can say there's nothing on my immediate to-do list. =((

maybe i should find someone to talk to online. though i dont really feel like talking to any of em. cant think of anything to do online lehs. and 933fm's dj is like sooooooooooo entertaining. his voice is so dead that i'll really fall asleep listening to it. the bad thing is, i kinda feel like staying awake ! cant he just do with lesser talking and more music? good music will be preferred.

life's been so mundane. everyday doing the same thing with different people. telling different people the same old thing. occassional hiccups are the only things to look forward to. entertains me all the time.

aunty eliz ar. i just realised that you're soooooo xing fu that you no longer see things the way we do. your life is so filled with daryl that he has never left your mind. seems like you manage to carry on with daily routines due to the magnificent ability to multi-task sooooooo well. otherwise you would have already ceased to function. all da best for your 4 hours back to back tests later ! =D i pray that you will get the job.

oh. i applied for a zingrill member for my mom and i forgot to pass it to her.

cool. they're playing JJ's songs. someone's favourite, yo. oh. and one more cool thing. that dude stopped talking. im happy. =D

im blogging to kill time and exhaust mmyself mentally so that i can sleep and stop thinking that it'll be a waste of my time. well, theoretically, when you're mentally exhausted, you cant continue thinking. and hence, solving my current problem.

i've bought 5 badges and 4 comics, spending all my cash and causing a need for me to withdraw more cash from the automatic transaction machine to pay for my din-per. dinner cum supper.

if there's ever a day the earth stood still, i'd hate for it to be 12am or 12pm. wont mind if its 6am or 6pm. =D best time of the day. very hard to appreciate them though. always doing something else at those times.

oh shucks. he's talking again. im really falling asleep hearing his voice. why cant he have more life? oh, maybe i sound like that too when i converse with my customers.

if you ever wanna give me a gift, i'd love to receive something handmade. nothing bought. all bought gifts will either be used or left aside to rot. things that a handmade will be displayed and appreciated. =D a painting will be good. aunty eliz is doing one for me. im glad.

a-sang passed away two days ago. emo-ed for awhile when i heard the news. her song, ye zi was like so frigging nice. one of my top faves. she passed away at the age of 34 due to breast cancer. =(( "what god freely gives, He freely takes away. - aunty eliz"

i think i should stop here and not blabbering on and on. i'll try to look for something to watch on teevee. if that fails too, ima go to bed.

the asshole part of me did something without the coolest part of me.

sacrifices. read something about it from a book eliz lent me. something about all sacrifices are worth it. you sacrifice and gain something in return.

in the book, the commander stepped on a mine and got blown into bits. he sacrificed himself. in return, he kept his promise he made to his recruits.

shaun ar. you do some boring work now. sacrificing time for fun. in future, it will benefit you in some way. just depends on which one you think is more worth it.

everything is fair de. you lose something, you gain something. if you dont gain something, someone else will gain something. someone else lose something, you may gain something from it.

i wanna learn something new. life is so much more fun when you're learning. teach me something new !